Saturday, January 30, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
"If a body catch a body comin' through the rye..."
I don't have the words to adequately describe the indelible influence of J.D. Salinger's book, "The Catcher in the Rye" on me personally. There are four books that carry a uniquely special place in my life. Of these, "Catcher" is my favorite, and has been since I was 18 or 19. I'm 42 now, so a good span of time. I’ve read his other works and outside of “Franny and Zooey,” don’t find them particularly memorable. But “Catcher” is another matter.
This book has a reputation for capturing the heart of many readers, only to ultimately let them go later in life. Truth is, I think they are the ones letting go. (Kind of the point of the book, in an ironic way, with its theme of "innocence under pressure.") I once heard one of my sisters-in-law remark that one of her friends, who apparently was originally moved in her youth by this book, had re-read it later in life as a selection in her book club, a revisitation of a contemporary "classic," and had commented that she found Holden immature and childish—or something like that. Basically, that he needed to "grow up."
I haven't "outgrown" it like I hear many others do, and I pray that is the way it will always be with me. (I have a book, "With Love and Squalor: 14 Writers Respond to the Work of J. D. Salinger," which is a collection of essays where many former "Catcher" aficionados articulate why they no longer find it resonates with them). I don't and never have agreed with every sentiment expressed in "Catcher," but that's what makes it so special. From an alchemy of ink and paper, Salinger conjured up a real person in his key protagonist. I'm a kindred spirit with Holden, even though I don't necessarily see everything as he does (though mostly I do, truth be told). And, no, I'm not crazy, at least not entirely. Grin. It seems that every so often some freak does something nuts in the name of this beautiful story. Nothing original about that, though. On a daily basis the same is done with Holy Writ. And it seems Mr. Salinger was an eccentric at best for the better part of his life.
The image below is a scan of my first and most important copy of "Catcher." I have multiple copies (yeah, I know…), but only read this one. As you can see it has experienced considerable use. It's been a mainstay of comfort for me. I read it roughly every year or so, something of a ritual. The irony is that I picked it up (it resides in my nightstand drawer) two days ago and started to read it. I've been feeling the weight of many things lately, so I reached out to a kindred spirit (Holden, not Salinger) for support, if you will. I'm not happy to hear the news of Salinger's passing, but in a mood of melancholy, I am strangely comforted by the fact that I was reading his magnum opus when I learned of the news.
God bless you, Mr. Salinger, on the next leg of your journey.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Soul-Full Living III: Sabbath Moments
Campbell’s cry of wisdom, like a secular prophet among the modern landscape, calls us to a quest, a journey, a path, one that must be embarked upon, purposely chosen, deliberately determined, and intentionally integrated into living. To wait for a time when you can get “away” is to invite the specter of incremental invasion by everything that is not uniquely you…a true body snatching and possession that will find you one day a pixilation of yourself—a slow, creeping, suffocation of the soul.
Worse yet, let’s encourage our youth, hell, adults are doing it too, to play endless hours of “Guitar Hero,” so that at the end of the day they’ve been sufficiently anesthetized and distracted, but couldn’t play a real chord on a real guitar to save their lives. One is pure fantasy, the other an art form. Imagine if the masses (literally!) of those pretending to be “guitar heroes” were to pick up a real guitar, or any other musical instrument of their choice, and invest the same amount of time learning to actually play and create, how life and the world would be so different. We’d be transformed as a people. What is happening now, at least on many levels, through the means of a technopoly, is not transformation, but rather often a distortion or mutation of something good and meaningful into a faux replica of the real thing.
Similary, in full disclosure and candor, I lament the lost art of letter writing. Now it’s emails (not so bad, but certainly not as personal), bullshit “tweets,” and texting (in the middle of a goddamn movie for heaven’s sake—some kid couldn’t keep still next to me for a measly two hours to watch a flick, an irony given the movie I was watching—“The Book of Eli”), all of which rarely connects two sentences together, much less two coherent thoughts.
I very frequently stay up late into the wee hours after my two “little ones” (alas, not so little anymore—ten and nine) have entered the enchanted altered dimension of their slumbering dreams. It is then that I find some measure of contentment, outside of the pleasure of being a dad, by engaging in key activities that nurture me—reading, writing, blogging (not the same as real writing), listening to music, drinking whiskey, watching my favorite films, playing my guitar, shadow boxing and working the speed bag, and pondering God (you know--if God has all the "omni's," then why Haiti? I basically have a running theodicy going on in my mind).
Sunday, January 17, 2010
KU Acoustic
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Saturday, January 09, 2010
I always drink whiskey when I listen to Shelby...
Polk Salad Annie
Thursday, January 07, 2010
Solvitur Ambulando
-attributed to St. Augustine
"The heart has its reasons that reason does not know."
-Pascal
Monday, January 04, 2010
Crossroads Guitar Duel
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Deep Places
Thanks to its tenderness, its joys, and fears,
To me the meanest flower that blows can give
Thoughts that do often lie too deep for tears.
-William Wordsworth
Sunday, December 27, 2009
PLAY!
LISTEN: TURF'S UP
- Blistering instrumental!
- This song never fails to move me. The words are beautiful, even poetic at times.
- A superb duet with Alison Krauss. Beautiful storytelling.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Refiner's Fire
"And we are put on earth a little space,
That we may learn to bear the beams of love."
Friday, December 18, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Writing: The Dream of My Hope
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Sanctioned Violence - Pacquiao vs. Cotto
Manny Pacquiao (pictured top-right), a southpaw who hails from the Philippines, is the considerable odds-on favorite, both with fans and betting money lines, which is especially notable given his opponent, Miguel Cotto (pictured bottom-right). Cotto is a proud and esteemed fighter from Puerto Rico, an island with a rich and storied boxing heritage. Cotto is not accustomed to being an underdog, as his record, replete with legitimate opponents defeated at his hands, attests, but that is precisely where he finds himself in this bout set to explode tonight in Sin City. In spite of his stellar record and laudable skills and ring generalship, the oddsmakers are favoring Pacquiao because of his matchless hand speed and the fiery assault that he brings to the squared circle.
Both boxers are in peak condition and in their physical prime, essentially at the top of their game. There is much at stake for both, too. Only one will move forward with a glorious destiny still intact, while the other will be relegated to a contender status, albeit as an extremely talented one. The best fighter will ultimately have their hand raised in triumph tonight to savor and relish the spoils of victory. The victor will almost certainly be paired in a legitimate future match-up against the best pound-for-pound pugilist, Floyd Mayweather, Jr. This latter fight, should it indeed come to fruition, would be the only one in quite some time that I can imagine being more anticipated and touted than the action scheduled for tonight. As such, tonight’s fight represents one of the best match-ups in many, many years, instead of being just another largely promoter engineered and hyped event (though no doubt, it is this, as well).
I am a man primarily and ultimately ruled by my heart. That said, a continual war is waged for primacy within the confines of my psyche between head and heart. With that as context, I'm picking and rooting for Cotto to win. His boxing skills are enviable, even among the best of professionals. He is technically sound and is heavy handed. More importantly, he is a cerebral fighter, always weighing the strategy of the fight like a chess match. This is only outdone by his heart. He is a determined, intense, and internally focused fighter. His persona is introspective and centered. His ego is kept in check by close-knit relationships with loved ones. Instead of traditional ego and bravado, he exudes more of a self-confident resolve. He has intangibles that are at play. I admire these traits.
My head says Pacquiao. Even though he is the fighter coming up in weight to Cotto's division (Cotto is the natural welterweight), he is a supremely gifted athlete. His angles, swift and nimble footwork, speed and quickness are art in motion and beautiful to behold. He's riding a crest of momentum that seems unstoppable, which may indeed be the case. Likewise, as with Cotto, Pacquiao seems like a good man, not just a great boxer. Many stories confirm his generosity and his being rather rooted to his religious upbringing. Nonetheless, he is by most accounts addicted to the distractions of fame and seeks out the limelight of public admiration. While his ego is a minor character at best in comparison to Floyd Mayweather, Jr., he apparently is fully at home as the center of attention as a celebrity and surrounds himself with an adoring entourage befitting a star. Of course, he is a star. Who knows, though? Maybe he's just a gregarious extrovert and that accounts for all the hoopla that attends him. Either way, he poses an ideal juxtaposition to Cotto's demeanor and style (personal and boxing), which will make for a glorious match of skill and will.
Friday, November 06, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Absence and Presence: The Threads of Life
Separation
By W.S. Merwin
Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle.
Everything I do is stitched with its color.
Poetry usually eludes me. Poets and poems typically broadcast on a frequency that, in spite of my best efforts at hairline adjustments with the tuning dial, render a reception usually on the order of static with only the occasional breakthrough of clarity. The problem is largely with the receiver, not the transmitter. There are a number of exceptions. One such poem that captures my attention and unveils a vista of meaning is “Separation” by W.S. Merwin.
I admire this poem for its ability to penetrate the heart and conjure a world of feelings with a modicum of words. Its scarcity belies it depth. It paints, even sears, a tactile impression in the mind’s eye. At first blush, it’s tempting to compare this poem to a terse, bite-sized proverb dispensing clever axiomatic wisdom. But upon deeper reflection, it reveals a manifesto of emotion. Merwin exposes the raw nerve endings of a deeply felt experience and concentrates it into an aching psalm of the heart. Its metaphor is stark, even harsh, yet surprisingly beautiful, as it awakens the heart with neon truth. It’s simple, but not simplistic, allowing for multifaceted interpretations. Its application is broad in scope: lovers, friends, family, adversaries, God, et al.
When I encountered this poem for the first time, I quickly felt and sensed its weight as a parent. I am an active and involved Dad (I have two daughters—8 and 10), and I instinctively perceived the corollary to Merwin’s poem and exchanged the word “absence” with “presence.” In the context of noble fatherhood, absence acquires attributes that can be sharp and cutting to the soul, leaving abandoned hollow spaces that long to be filled and wounds that need healing, whereas presence is nurturing and protective and provides a climate for healthy and hope-filled growth. Absence is more likely to lacerate and puncture, while presence provides a safe harbor and lifts the spirit.
Relationships are defined by presence and absence. While the physical side of presence or absence is the most conspicuous, the more meaningful manifestations are emotional and spiritual. A body may be within an arm’s reach, but the heart of the same a thousand miles away. Of course, the experience of absence or presence is not uniform. Depending on times, situations, and circumstances either can prove positive or negative. Both attach tethers that are far reaching in life.
From time immemorial everything has a season. Most will experience both absence and presence in the course of a lifetime, though to varying degrees and duration. Regardless of station in life, the impact of absence and presence is pervasive, stitching indelible threads in the fabric of life.
“The world breaks everyone, and afterward, some are strong at the broken places.” -Hemingway
Friday, October 23, 2009
Treasures
-B. Traven (epigraph from the novel, "The Treasure of the Sierra Madre")
Friday, October 09, 2009
"Old Enough" - The Raconteurs
Jack White* (the guy playing the red acoustic next to Skaggs) is the leader of this group--The Raconteurs. They typically play alt-rock, but retranslated this song into the musical vernacular of bluegrass. Here's the original cut to compare and contrast.
*Yeah--that Jack White--of "The White Stripes"--one hell of a guitarist, though on "Old Enough" he steps into the background to give the spotlight to the two featured artists--Ricky Skaggs and Ashley Monroe. White is a revered musician, although I can't get into most of his music outside of his forays into alt-country and bluegrass. He plays a minor role in the beautiful film "Cold Mountain" (based on the equally beautiful novel by the same name written by Charles Frazier). He does several cuts off the soundtrack which are primo. Here's my fave--"Great High Mountain."
Check out this awesome alt-country tune (I believe it's a remake) called "Portland, Oregon" that White does with Loretta Lynn (yep--the Coal Miner's Daughter).
Here's an old related archived EAC post from early 2006. Funny how certain themes are circuitous.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
Movie Matinee Madness - "Inglourious Bastards"
I saw this flick today. Superb!Click HERE to view trailer.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Real Magic

Select my post title for a link to DiCamillo talking about her new novel.
“A children’s story that can only be enjoyed by children is not a good children’s story in the slightest.”
-C.S. Lewis
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Mayweather: Boxing Virtuoso

Floyd Mayweather, Jr., is fighting tonight, and I'll be watching via HBO PPV. He's as close to a sure bet as they come. His boxing acumen and talent is unmatched and a marvel to behold. He offers up the highest order of skill currently (maybe ever) among the practitioners of the Sweet Science. He is without a doubt a boxing virtuoso.
He's coming out of "retirement," which was a joke the moment he announced it given the career life that remained unspent, but he's been away from the fight game for nearly two years, so the "ring rust" may be present early on in the fight, but all indications point to him still being the best pound-for-pound pugilist in my estimation.
He's fighting a very good and seasoned, though smaller, Mexican fighter with enormous will, so he'll need to be on his guard, but Mayweather's win is nearly (I won't say categorically--that's why they "fight the fights") a foregone conclusion. "Pretty Boy" Floyd's speed, timing, footwork, ring generalship, and uncanny and brilliant "shoulder roll" style (a characteristic trait of the Mayweather clan--his family has a prominent and storied, indeed, at times, infamous, history in the annals of the Sweet Science) are beautiful to watch.
He is not a humble man--at least as far as his public persona is revealed. Frankly, he comes across frequently as a prick. He claims to be the best, shouts it often from the roof tops, and the truth is--he is--as far as boxing goes. If he continues to sustain his dominant force as a boxer, he may ultimately garner consideration as the best ever. That remains to be seen, though.
I so wish he would adopt a more humble approach in terms of his attitude and presence. We need noble knights; we need heroes we can admire and model; alas, they are a dying breed. Who knows, maybe his private demeanor is materially different, but he comes across so shallow, arrogant, and narrow that I have a hard time imagining otherwise. If he were to project a more humble and centered personality and lifestyle, many would not only stand in awe of his ability, but would also admire him as a person.
Of course, there would likely be a significant monetary cost to him if he were to adopt something other than his brash, flamboyant, in-your-face, me-centered persona. He likely wouldn't be able to promote himself as successfully as he does now, and, as such, wouldn't make the significant coin he does, and he clearly voices his lust for the greenback. As evidence, among the various monikers he carries, one is "Money" Mayweather. He also has a hip hop record label called "Philthy Rich Records."
Boxing is so like life--underneath and running concurrent with the fight--there is so frequently a grand story behind it all!
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Davy Knowles: Guitar god Rising!
This past Friday night I journeyed to downtown Denver and listened--in awe--to this "kid" in his early 20s, Davy Knowles (pictured), conjure guitar riffs with a technical wizardry that belies his age. He played and sang with an emotional maturity and savvy of a seasoned bluesman.His musical talent is a gift to behold. He is a guitar god rising! This I know. I venture to say he will be the next SRV.
His primary, though not exclusive, repertoire is a heavily blues infused rock. He not only has enviable guitar licks, but his voice is nicely suited to this style of music as well.
Listening to him play live was a sublime experience. I pulled a couple YouTube videos below to serve as samples. The second link is from the concert I attended (not recorded by me). Take a listen!
Video 1
Video 2
Saturday, September 05, 2009
Marriage: A Double-Edged Sword
-Bishop Jeremy Taylor (17th Century Anglican Clergyman and Theologian)
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Les Paul Departs

Sad news for guitar aficionados around the world. Famed guitarist, Les Paul, died today at age 94. Select my post title for a link to the New York Times obituary.
All blessings to him and his memory.
I mentioned him in passing on one of my earlier blog posts this year: "STRADIVARIUS – Eddie Van Halen."
See HERE for a video clip of Mr. Paul proving he still had chops shredding "How High the Moon."
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Thursday, August 06, 2009
Movie Malaise
Monday, August 03, 2009
The Souvenirs - King of Heartache

This is one album that I return to time and again. Their sound is retro and moody; a honky tonk vibe laced throughout with reverb. A lush Bakersfield sound. As a young boy, I grew up listening to tunes very similar in style and sound. As far as I know, it's their only official release (1999).
If you are so inclined, search for the artist and album name via Amazon.com to hear a 30 second preview of each track by selecting the"Listen to Samples" link.















